Summer Before my Sophomore Year

Chapter 9

July 1st. 2022.

Dear Diary. Hey it's been a while since I've really written. So here's the update.

Finished freshman year. Had my Quince. COVID. My birthday was interesting got covid 6days before my quince. Confessed to my crush. Me and my best guy friend became closer friends. me and my bestie have lots of memories. Saw My crush A couple days ago, Fourth was OK. Think I just saw my crush.

OK, so starting with #9, I'm just lying here writing and I notice people. Actually, never mind. We'll focus on the big thing. I'm head over heels for someone who's out of my league. So I saw JJ's yearbook photo and it was perfect. He's perfect, which isn't good. Yes, he may be my dream guy. Doesn't mean he's 100% good. I've been listening to Spanish music again anyways. To. The number one? Yeah, I finished 9th grade. OK, Oh no. But I'm not feeling in the right mood. So more later.

LUV

~ Ari

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7/9. 22.

Dear Diary. OK, so I've been. Thinking a lot about Daddy. I've been wondering if she's OK, but I'm also thinking that I'm better off with having Besty. But yet again, I can't help wonder. If things were different, I would see Betty this summer. I remember I was friends with Betty when I met. Bestie. During my summer break, I've been listening to more country music. I don't know if this is because I miss Betty or if it's because I was around. LP. Bias and. Jen Too much. But I also realized me and. Abs have gotten closer because I've been connecting with her about markie, but all I know is I love it. 

~Ari

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July20.22

Dear Diary. So I was thinking, why do you? All the guys I like always younger than me. Well, except John B and JJ, but. Markie. PK. James. And they were all younger by a couple months or a year. PK is now 14. That means we dated five years ago. I was reading through old diary entries and found old ship names. Oh no, I think keyword think I felt like him. I don't know. Write more tomorrow.

LUV

~Ari

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July 24th. 2022

Dear Diary. So PK wants to see me again, but I'm not sure it's a good idea. Reminds me so much of Markie. He sounds like him. He smells like him. As much as I like PK, it's too familiar. Also, I realize. I think. J lives close to me because I've seen him a lot this summer. Anyways, I'll write more later tonight.

LUV

~ Ari