Bitch its my Junior Year Era....

Chapter 19

Sooo I have JJ in my Criminology class....and lunch again.... Likeeee its meant to be??? 🤨 IS THE UNIVERS TRYING TO TELL ME SOMETHING???

Like i've had JJ in all my lunch waves since my Freshman year and he's always near my locker for his classes (mind you we are aloud to choose which classes we want to take and with what teacher)

My best guy friend has a girlfriend....yes i'm happy for him...but i'm also jealous? "i wIsH i WaS HeAtHeR" LOLLL...but no it's been awkward between us lately...we haven't talked much. I think he knows why...or at least suspects why it's awkward. I mean how do you tell someone that you have fallen in love with them when you both said that you would never feel that way about each other? I hate feeling this way about him 6 years worth of friendship and the final years of of high school i fall in love with my best friend...i miss him.... a lot... i miss the conversations we had... and the late night phone calls. i can't continue feeling this way but i can't help it.... the moment i feel for him was freshman year, when i was sick and i just rested my head on his shoulder and he let me keep it there even though he hates physical contact. from that moment on i've loved him... he however i know doesnt feel the same way....i'm forever friend zoned without even telling him how i feel -_-

Anyways My mother got me tickets to see Taylor Swifts | The Eras Tour | The Concert Movie in theaters. We managed to get tickets for the October 13th at 9:30 at night.... I'm 100% gonna slay her Fearless Era... or more likely her "You Belong With Me" Era...

I've got the outfit all planed out and can't wait to rock the "Junior Jewl's" look

~ Ari