Kristopher Black

Backstory

I'm a pretty normal kid with pretty unbearable parents a weird family tree and an even weirder personality. I was that one kid that was afraid to say anything because I thought that everyone would just stare and ignore me or judge me, which they normally did. But I ended up not caring in because no one really was going to appreciate me for being me so I thought I might as well torture them with my will to speak my mind no matter anyone else's opinion. though speaking in public places in front of large crowds scares me and makes me want to die. So I guess I was still more of an introvert, meaning I preferred to stay inside play video games, read manga and watch anime, and even chat with people online. I was a pretty average student and I hated all my teachers as they hated me. My life was simple but complex. No one understood me, not even i understood me, I mean I'm a pretty complicated person. My priorities aren't the straightest, and I'm mentally a little out of it. Most of my close friends are the ones I met online, since real people kind of suck. I guess you can't really expect people that are closer to you and live in the same area to always understand how you are feeling and be kind to you. So, because online has farther range I found people who understood me more easily and I decided to group with them. Now moving on to my family. My parents are divorced and my mother remarried, which of course it isn't a big deal but to my mother it apparently means that I can't see my birth father anymore ever. She even moved states to get away from him, though she wont admit it. So now I am stuck with a step-dad who constantly forces his opinions on me as well as my mother and tells me who I am like I don't know myself? They tell me your not that, your this, that's not okay and this is okay. And if I tell them how I feel they ignore me. Its like someone is in your corner making all the wrong decisions for you. So long story short I live in my own imaginary world to cope with everything and listen to music that is supposed to help ease the pain but somehow makes it worse. When I found out I was going to Hogwarts, I was sure everything would be better and that I would actually be happy for once! But I knew my parents wouldn't allow it, so me being tired of everyone telling me who I am, who I'm going to be, and what I should be I ignored them and decided I would forge my own path because I'm tired of everyone telling me where to go and this should be the one thing I can have control of in my life, and because of that I will excel not matter the feats I have to go through in order to or the people I have to stomp on to get there, because I'm my own person I make my own decisions. My life isn't yours to rule, to take. It's mine and I would be sorry for you but thing is, I'm just not, because if anything you deserve the life of pain and suffering that I had to go through just living with a messed up family and mixed emotions that I had to bottle up my ENTIRE life, emotions I couldn't tell to anyone, or no one could understand. That no matter how much I wanted to scream as loud as I could about how the world did me wrong, I couldn't. But now I can, I can prove that I am smart, strong, able, and have enough willpower to excel at Hogwarts. And that I am at least good at one thing and that is using my imagination and creativity to power through and claim the number one spot as the best wizard Hogwarts has ever seen, so just you wait. I'll be waiting for you at your grave. Because not only will I succeed, but you will fail.